‘cos crossing the line is a sin
five years sucked. five months sucks. i hope in five days, this too, shall pass.
i am sorry. i broke the rule. so i must suffer. discreetly. like it mustn’t show.
i need to remember not to forget. i need to remember the lines are there and will be there as long as I see them. as long as i keep my feet off them.
must focus. i am so messed up. haven’t i learned enough. must stay sane. must stop from feeling pain.
silence is the key. must stay silent until it goes away. i hope it does.
